Oh the bright side I am down to 110. Soon to be 109... that would be two pounds less than on my driver's license & I lied when it was made! :)
I have made some observations about my yo-yo dieting:
- Drugs are a live saver. Whether it be Adderall or coke or any other type of stimulant or upper, my appetite is virtually gone.
- I need to keep busy. If I stop going for just one teensy-tiny minute, I am obsessing about food and hunger.
- Shopping is an addiction. I spent $60 today on things I didn't need simply so I would be shopping & not eating.
Also I quit my job at the restaurant. I am planning to find another job that has less calories. Hopefully something somewhat freelance that doesn't take up all my time.
Anyways, sorry for the "random thoughts" post ~ I'm just gonna keep posting whatever pops into my head! (To keep me busy you see.)
Stay thin ladies! XoXo
p.s. I LOVE THINSPO!!!!!!!!!
I hope you get back on track soon! And I'm with you when it comes to frugs, coke fills you up like crazy. I can't eat anything for a whole day.
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Stay strong and beautiful <3
hey doll! its nice to be back. i missed all of you. and a job you should get would be in your favorite retail clothing store, so you get to see all the cute clothes. lmao, and when i read "shopping is an addiction, i spent.." i was expecting to see something crazy! $60 is not a shopping addiction. i spent $600 in a matter of hours on stuff i didn't need.. lmao. i missed this place so much!
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